Always Reminded

Wow, so I have to get this out!

This morning after my workout I was walking back to my room for a shower and some breakfast, and you know how... when you miss someone, or someone broke your heart you are always reminded of them? Well usually with me its music, but its been more this time! Its ALWAYS something. With music I always hear Nick Lachey - I Can't Hate You Anymore (which is on my myspace page), Pink - Just Like A Pill, Katy Perry - Hot N' Cold (which I used to dedicate to him on the air in Crete, hehe) Avril Lavine - So Much For My Happy Ending. And this morning while I was in the shower, yes I shower and rock out, it was Toni Braxton - Unbreak My Heart. Yeah, thats when I look to the sky and say "Why do you torture me like this?!" But now its getting to the point of irony, and kinda funny.

But anyway, walking home to go shower, what zipps by me? A blue Eagle Talon! The very same devil car on Crete that transports the evil swallower of my heart and soul!

But its moments like that that lets me know there is a God and He had a twisted sense of humor! Which does make me feel better about my twisty humor :-) But then I have to remember that He knows best, and I've been trying so hard to forget this guy, no joke if that memory mind bending thing was real I would go and get every memory of him removed!

So maybe thats why these reminders keep coming up, stop dwelling on the past and remember the good times.

So congrdulations to those with good relationships, live it and love it for the people who are unloved and forgotten! (No fears, I'm not giving up!)

p.s. Yes I know my friends that love me, I love you too, but relationship-wise, it applies.