Changes

I have been feeling very restless lately. When that happens I like to change things up. Today I updated the look of my blog, make it a little more interesting. Tomorrow I may change my hair which is my go to move. Think I will go back to being a red-head.

I am looking to make a huge change soon. I want to get out of the Navy. I have no problems with the military it has been good to me and given me so many opportunities to travel, learn and grow. But its the little things that are driving me crazy. Standing at the front door just to call an empty hallway to attention? C'mon! I don't care... we just moved to a new daily working uniform and how I have to buy a new pair of 150$ boots? I don't think so... I do not care, my boots are black and steal-toe tip I will continue wearing these thank you.

"A happy heart makes a cheerful face, but heartache crushes the spirit" Proverbs 15:13

Bottom line is, I'm not happy. Too much drama, too much heartache. I don't mean to get all emo on you but my goodness... I'm done with all the heartache. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. And thats what I have been doing. So now its time for a serious change.

"I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live."

I believe I can do more outside the military, and I do have the Navy to thank for that and the push to do better for myself.

I'm not really sure where I will end up, Canada, back in Cleveland or Washington state... We'll see, its very exciting and I look forward to my new adventure.

-Sam-