I will be honest about how I’ve been feeling, no point not
to be honest right? My career is all
about letting people into my head, heart and general world… so I may as well
get used to it.
Since moving to the nicknamed
“Godforsaken” I have been feeling betrayed, lonely and depressed. Betrayed by my not ex-boyfriend, lonely in
that I live in a tight-knit rancher town that doesn’t like “outsiders” and also
the fact that my idiot boss lied to me about the position and I am doing
nothing that I was told I would be doing so a lot of frustration there and boy
does he micromanage!
I live in a house with a big yard
so that is good… but the house is nicknamed “The Murder House” because it looks
like a serial killer lived here before me, at least the water works!
So after a disappointing day at
work to an empty murder house it’s super nice to walk in to a wagging tail and
cold nose and kissy tongue! Essy is
great because she makes me feel better about things. We have a great connection and she knows when
I am sad or anxious. Even when I get
teary over a sappy TV show she gets in my face to give me kisses until I laugh
and when I’m anxious or irritated she lays across my chest and snuggles her head
on my shoulder and just relaxes with me.
Dogs are great for every occasion
and just gives love and expects nothing in return. Just scratches, play and walk!
And this link pretty much says it all! Oh and GREAT show by the way!
