Random Thought...

Why is the "truth" confusing? When someone tells you "I have to tell you the truth" the comes back with "I am confused, I need to think."

To me that just kinda says, "I need time to get my story together"

The truth is the truth, nothing confusing about it.

You wouldn't be in this mess if you were just honest to begin with instead of waiting to get caught.

-Sam-

Ode to the Married Man

I have been waiting on posting this, be prepared, its cheesey and maybe a bit stupid but I am so sick of this crap!

Married Man

Lets get something straight
I don't want to talk to you
So don't ask me for a date

So what, you were honest with me?
What about the one wearing a matching ring?
The next time I see you I'll flee

I have listened your sweet words too much
They seem too good to be true
I have believed your poisonous touch

Yes, I've made mistakes
But I know I'm better than that
And to be with me, you don't have what it takes

"Til death do us part" is what you said
To another who trusts you
So how does it feel inviting someone else to your bed?

I don't care if she doesn't understand you
In that case, do something about it!
Do whatever you have to!

I would rather be lonely than in your arms
Your eyes, lips, laugh, smell, touch
Are nothing but hurtful charms

Married man, I won't keep your secret

Please leave me alone

-Samantha-

Stress

I haven't written much lately, I've been a bit stressed out because I have gained some weight since I broke my leg. And I've only been back in the gym a short time and I was being tested on my weight for our semi-annual physical readiness test!

I passed the body fat! WooHoo! Huge "weight" lifted off my shoulders! And as far as the physical events, push-ups, sit-ups and run, I have been waived from and seeing a physical therapist so YAY!

Hand Sanitizer

I use hand sanitizer all the time, I wash my hands, shower like everyone else (or at least most people) but I'm torn...



There are theories saying that being TOO clean isn't good for you, weakens the immune system.

The other theory, its good to get dirty, strengthens the immune system.

I just think that a balance of both is the best way to go... I like being squeaky clean but if I'm playing softball or football all day, I don't really care that I'm dirty. It just makes the game more fun!

-Sam-

Knock Offs

Admittedly I am slightly guilty at being swept up in the idea of name brands. They are everywhere here! Although...

MOST ARE FAKES!!!!! And I am also guilty of taking the cheaper way out... But I'm ok with it!

I get that these companies and designers work very hard, and scour the planet for the best quality resources, and you are paying for quality stuff that will last a long time. But I still can't see WHY a purse should cost $4,000!

I DO have 1 or 2 real trinkets here and there ( I love COACH) but nothing major. Its kind of hard to justify spending $400 on a purse...

-Sam-

AIR!

Finally! The Air Conditioning has been turned on!

YAY! Nothing like being deathly ill with a 102-104 fever and NO way to cool off!

But by the Lord's good grace the air is on and my fever broke the other day!

-Sam-

Sick

Hurray, after a horrible temperature and 2 IV bags my fever went down I was given some tylenol and sent home to rest.

Took a 3 hour nap and woke up cause I was so hot... took my temp again it was 104! So I went to the emergency room, only to find out I have strep throat! No idea where it came from. I spent all weekend with the same people we did the same stuff, ate the same food and no one else got sick!

I've been quarantined to my room ever since and have another doctor's appointment in the morning to determine if I'm ok going back to work.

But really what would be the point? Tomorrow is Friday!

-Sam-

Random Thought...

I was looking through some older posts, and as a broadcaster you would think I would have a better grasp on simple things like "Their" "There" and "They're" It should be second nature by now... darn it...

-Sam-

Impatience

We live in barracks, kind of like college dorms, only a bit better. Someone PLEASE tell me why people insist on POUNDING on someone's door 20 million times? If they didn't answer the first 10 million knocks the next 10 won't help!

I have a temporary roommate for the next 2 weeks and this morning I was in the shower and heard someone pounding at the door. (I guess they REALLY wanted to wake her up! Too bad she was already gone!) I don't care who you are, I'm in the shower and I'm not cutting it short for YOU!

It seemed to stop so I got out, and dried off with a brand new fluffy soft towel and low and behold...

BANG! BANG! BANG!

Really?

I didn't have a choice, I had to answer in my towel. But at least my hair wasn't full of soap!

I can't wait to have a home again...

-Sam-

Happy June

New month,
New background,
Although sticking with the butterflies!

Its now summer! And our housing air conditioning is STILL not turned on! I am melting at night!

Apparently the air won't get turned on until it reaches 85 degrees outside. Its barley hit 80 yet this year! Pray for hotter weather so that I might cool off!

-Sam-